its been a while since the last time i posted things in my blog.
i've been so busy with he school tasks,
and i always thought that 8 grade would be just the same as 7 grade.
was i right? HELL NO ._.
besides, i lost a thousand things. (':
yea, its hard to believe that now, i lost my bestfriend, dearest bestfriend.
he used to be my closest friend in the world,
he thought me many things.
he thought me to be a good kid,
he always calmed me down,
he told me to always be strong in every situation.
he never let me down,
he always tried to raise me up,
then wiped my tears,
that's why..
i trusted him. SO MUCH.
he knew everything, every single thing that i did,
everything that i liked.
just then, something happened between us,
that made this friendship ended just in one second.
hmm. hard to be remembered :'D but hey, I'm stronger just as he told me to!
HE INSPIRED ME.
that day, the day on which he pushed me to the corner of loneliness,
i fell down and cried.
i could feel my tears fell down of my eyes,
i felt like i have no one to share my problems,
no one will offer me their shoulder to be cried on,
i felt like i didnt deserved anybody (:
i'll tell you something, it is HARD to lose someone you love the most.
but as time went by, i met new friends,
even though they cant replace his position of hero in my life,
but still, they change my world slowly.
i do believe that.
so thank you guys so much for your help.
you guys hold my hands tight and lead me to move on to my own way,
and for my dearest best brotherfriend.
i miss you, hell much. :'D
even though i know, now im no one for you, and im just your EXBESTFRIEND.
thankyou for everything that you have thought me, thank you that you have made me stronger.
it means everything to me, and and everything we've been through before,
i wanted you to know, that now it means so much more :'D
i wonder if you know, there's a thousand story that i want to tell you.
but i thank God that i could find 'good' in GOODbye.
so..
GOODBYE ! (':
with love,
fransisca setiawan